I don't deny that what other people talked bout me and say that Imma bitch cause sometimes it might be true. I know it's sort of difficult to persuade people that as if I say I am trying hard to be nice to everyone, I know and I always know. However, there is someone still thinking I was trying to be mean to him/her, (:
Hmm,what shall I say? Deny or Admit? I think you might understand me well than others. Well, I will not hate a human like FOREVER in my life. Here's always a good example in my life, I hate my mum but I still treat her nice as I could. There will no BITCHES or DOGS longer in my life. If you think that I or We didn't do our best to carry in on, then you're wrong. Nevertheless how fucking we don't willing to do that, but as a friend, we still wanna to give you anything that you should gain. Opps, or I should change the word " we " to " I ". No matter how many bullshits you've given me, no matter how much I hate you sometimes, no matter how much I don't willing to do, but at least our past kept on remind me that I SHOULD FUCKING DETERMINED AND CARRYING ON THAT FUCKING NON-OF-MY-BUSINESS without thinking of the current situation. And I was the organizer my dear. (: Skipped and rushed and kept on worrying bout the whole plan and your feelings as well as even get scolded because of you. However, this is the way you treat us. (: Thanks, but that's little too over my dear. Our patience got to the edge Im sorry. Life's always fair, you gained something but at the same time you lost something that you might thought that's not that important in your life last time. All of us are trying to hold your-so-called-fragile-relationships but at the same time what you did to us? Or I should say, what you did to me? :D I know I shouldn't blame you that you are the only one who started all the current consequences, but Im sorry again, this is my limit. This is my little confession and some of them might be theirs. You know I still care, no matter what. They do care also.
Oh lastly, you deserved it though you might not even care. (:
#PS : Feel my hurts?
#PPS : I don't mind that you hate me, this is your right. Call me bitch that you didn't really meant it to me last time.
Labels: ♥ Confessions.