Scolded me like Im not your anyone, I did nothing wrong.
我真的不想再哭了，但是我还是不能压抑那股落泪的冲动。

我不是懦弱，只是一直都很渴望得到你的爱。

Labels: ♥ Life

熟悉的路段，怎么又回到了同样港口。
幸福又渐渐离去，正想触碰却是难以接近。
当我以为眼前的那一道曙光正是指引我迈向幸福门口的方向，
到最后，怎么又是自己一厢情愿。

当我决定不再让自己对你如此着迷的时候，
你却是那么任性地悄悄出现在我眼际。
那颗曾经如此风靡你的心却是如此难以压抑。

Labels: ♥ 关于自己

Labels: ♥ Fucks and Shits

怎么越没能力去拥有的却是那么该死地想拥有；而那么容易得手的却是那么不温柔地珍惜。

穿梭一段又一段的感情，盲目地尝试舌尖上的味蕾，为那一道寻觅那似曾相识的幸福的莽力感到无奈。到最后，得到的还是疲惫的身躯和那仅残余那几滴傲慢的自尊心，怎么都好像忘了什么叫爱情。很矛盾；不想那么快堕入爱情漩涡；在同时却是那么渴望爱情的到来。


很多的原以为误导着我而伤害你，我并不想这样对你。

很多的不应该却是成为我们现今更清楚自己要的是什么。

很多的假设却带给我对你的希望，其实我要的都很简单。我希望我们都不只是喜欢爱情的脸孔。

Labels: ♥ 那一丁的感受

Nothing much to imply for I-city.
This is for you, satisfied? x) Haha!

Labels: ♥ Fucks and Shits

从没想过会有这么的一天。(:
很Random的一次Dinner ♥

Labels: ♥ Perfect Us. Perfect Outings

也只不过不再温习当时眼神交错；也只不过假装没感受到你们的眼神及交汇。不一样的感受，却是那么相似的伤痕。曾经不曾蹉跎；而我和你也只不过各自转动星球。我要的也只不过是多一点无理的空气，无声的伤害总叫人窒息，沉溺在海底。你的温度怎么越来越难以捉摸，嘴角弯度也开始越来越模糊。奢想呐喊的心却是那么平静，忐忑不定的情绪却是显示得那么地风平浪静。与伤害变得很熟悉，离不开也抛不去。想爱你的冲动逐渐被淹没。(:

Labels: ♥ 生活：人生

What's hidden beneath of lie? (: ♥
I've got cheated like for the 987654321.....times. Thanks anyway.

Stand there and watch me burn.

Labels: ♥ Fucks and Shits

I don't deny that what other people talked bout me and say that Imma bitch cause sometimes it might be true. I know it's sort of difficult to persuade people that as if I say I am trying hard to be nice to everyone, I know and I always know. However, there is someone still thinking I was trying to be mean to him/her, (:
Hmm,what shall I say? Deny or Admit? I think you might understand me well than others. Well, I will not hate a human like FOREVER in my life. Here's always a good example in my life, I hate my mum but I still treat her nice as I could. There will no BITCHES or DOGS longer in my life. If you think that I or We didn't do our best to carry in on, then you're wrong. Nevertheless how fucking we don't willing to do that, but as a friend, we still wanna to give you anything that you should gain. Opps, or I should change the word " we " to " I ". No matter how many bullshits you've given me, no matter how much I hate you sometimes, no matter how much I don't willing to do, but at least our past kept on remind me that I SHOULD FUCKING DETERMINED AND CARRYING ON THAT FUCKING NON-OF-MY-BUSINESS without thinking of the current situation. And I was the organizer my dear. (: Skipped and rushed and kept on worrying bout the whole plan and your feelings as well as even get scolded because of you. However, this is the way you treat us. (: Thanks, but that's little too over my dear. Our patience got to the edge Im sorry. Life's always fair, you gained something but at the same time you lost something that you might thought that's not that important in your life last time. All of us are trying to hold your-so-called-fragile-relationships but at the same time what you did to us? Or I should say, what you did to me? :D I know I shouldn't blame you that you are the only one who started all the current consequences, but Im sorry again, this is my limit. This is my little confession and some of them might be theirs. You know I still care, no matter what. They do care also.

Oh lastly, you deserved it though you might not even care. (:

#PS : Feel my hurts?
#PPS : I don't mind that you hate me, this is your right. Call me bitch that you didn't really meant it to me last time.

Labels: ♥ Confessions.

Dearly Princess Jane, Happy Birthday! ((:







♥ (:

Labels: ♥ Celebrations

将对你澎湃的思念推进一间黑暗的房间；偶尔不经意溜了进去，在内里吸的是曾经疯狂过去的烟，沉溺在自我麻醉；醉醺后仅剩仅狼狈的身躯面对窗外的难以释怀。

孤行来到一人游的岛，呼的只有一人的空气。因为无尽的思念，因为不了情，我一直愧疚于一人。不管我态度犹如四季春夏秋冬，殷勤耐心的对待从不改变。其实我一直都看到，其实我一直都感受到，更能让我自责以至自觉罪孽深甚的是你那隐藏式的关怀；然而，唯不能和你对海誓言的也只不过是对于过去的牵挂和藕断丝连。

结果对你是种不公平，但若不举红旗暂停，后面的后面会是带给你更多的不公平。不否认自私战俘我的心，狠心搁下所有是我唯有的办法。对你是不已的愧疚，我知道是极度地不公平，因为对他是不该有的依赖和扔不走。

除了对不起还是心中最诚恳最真诚的对不起，Im sorry, Banister.
这是我这几个星期一直想 post 的一篇日志。Hmm. : /

Labels: ♥ Confessions.