AhA! Im back! Lived quite so peaceful and wonderful during these few days although it had a little disturbances disrupted my life. Anyway, i hope everything come fast, go fast. Appreciate everything that i had now, there were all unhappy stuffs happened on me in these few days. I am not going to desire something that people currently have but i don't have. No more jealousy.

I learned something, learned some attitudes that i always hesitate that i should be like that or not after i encountered those fuss. I knew a lot of people hate me but i don't mind, they don't know me. They still have their rights to point on me, i just could not stop what they did to me, what they talked about me behind of me. I would not do anything to you or scold how bitchy you are in my blog, i will not show any cares of you, only pretend and pretend. : )

Anyway, just piss off the bad things.

Went swimming with Dears, Cheyenne, Poh Yee, Jane and Sam. Exclusively Thanks to Sam that willing to bring us to her new condominium's pool although it is still near by her old house. We met chooiyee, eiring, meiying and weiyi too. But actually we did not play together, it was quite weird because both of us just playing with our own gang only without any closer contaction. However, we did enjoy. ; )

Firstly, we went to Sam's house. Her mother yoga-house. Damn cool, i like those mirrors of her house attached on the wall, just like a dancing room.



Then after packing all the things, straight away went to her new condominium. : ) Changed our bikinis, swimming suits. Then.................................................................................................


i love my bikini SoOOOOOOOOOOOOOooOOOoooOOO MUCH! Its abit Sailor but it is pinky! HEART HEART HEART! ♥ Thanks to them for buying me this birthday present.
But, currently addicted in bikinis, discussing about bikinis with tem for the whole day. Feel like buying a new bikini, but out of cash again. /____\


See this skinnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy lady. ENNE!!!!

I promised myself one day have to wear the whole set of bikini without wearing the short pants or what.Darnnnn envy her, like 0% of fats. i will wear like her ONE DAY!

Kay,看了还蛮多人的部落格。知道很多人都去了Taiwan Education Fair in Hotel Istana. 曾经德我想过要到中国或台湾留学，因为我还可在任何大学上运用着华语。我是个热爱华语者。

随着时间流逝，我渐渐失去读华文的冲动和欲望。所以，我并不打算到台湾或中国留学。前几天，接到佩思的电话，她问我要不要去那个教育展。后来的我也拒绝了，不知道为什么。总觉得他们的条件好像怎么都吸引不到我，自从上次去了海清班讲座会之后，我所知道他们所提供的科系并不多，范围些小。或许这次的education fair很吸引人，比海青班办得更有声有色，总而言之，至于读哪些系或上哪所大学都还在我考量当中。现在的我，唯一必须做的是就是努力读书。;)

So, 晚安了各位地球人。

Yesterday, went out with family. Actually it was only me, Da jie and Mummy. We went to The Garden and of couse Midvalley too. I found that Midvalley is getting bored to me as time goes by, except watching movies in GSC. I dont think any special things attracted me in there, although there are a lot of big sales among the boutiques. But i don't think i have less clothes problem because i have two sisters, i can always wear their clothes when they are in good mood. So always kind to them is a smart choice, XP.

Sometimes, i hope to have a job so that i can always buy branded things. I thought I am not a fancy branded people, when im getting bigger and bigger, im getting passion for branded. ; ) Due to my mum's genetic.

I think i wrote about that i like vintage thing before in my previous post, right? It all about a story in Guess Shop. I mean before getting into Guess shop, we went to Coach shop. A lot of women were there, and suddenly i saw a teenage, something like my age or what. She was choosing Coach Bag with her mum. ISH* How envious and jelous am I ! I just hope to be live in luxurious life like her. : ( Stupid, i want to buy too! I saw a pinky pinky Coach purse, its only RM600 only!!!! Okay , i decided to save money now for my Coach purse. XP I don't expect my mum will buy for me, she will always nag me about : Students no need to use branded things, haven't earn money already know how to spend so much money.Until u know how to earn money, i wont stop u for buying branded things.....bla bla bla.

Nevermind, i will ikat perut, for buying branded! XP

Anyway, yet Dajie and me cannot buy any Coach's Stuff. We decided to go cheaper brand, Guess. Actually i dont really like Guess's stuffs. Guess's design more exaggerated, but i prefer Vintage and Low-Key. Something like these kind of bags :




NOT ! :


Insist : Always Vintage and Low-Key. X)

Anyway, Dajie bought a Guess Bag. She seems so regret because she spent her own money Rm409 for buying a Guess Bag. I think she rather using Rm409 for buying a Coach, but not Guess. And i found that some vintage Guess purse attracted me, and its only Rm169, its small , brown in colour and VINTAGE! I hinted to mummy , hope she buy it for me. But she refused to do so, and said : Aiya, i got another branded purse also, like Bonia,u can take it to use, i also never use it before, bla bla bla...

I dont like Bonia okay, although i remember i used Bonia bag in a prom night before. And it was praised, anyway, im still dislike Bonia.

Then, i found another purse, its only Rm109! Hinted her again. =.= Then she said again : Aiya, you are not using Guess purse now meh? Still want to buy a Guess purse again.

Speechless. Nevermind, im going to save money to buy it myself. Guess purse first, then Coach purse. XP Ngek Ngek.

Then i found that im fall in love with Vintage Stuff. Its look so nice, sweet, low-key, and of course lasting-appeal. Suitable for me, right? :)

After that, Of course i dont feel happy because i bought nothing. Then mummy asked me what i desire to buy, except those branded things. Then i said i want tattoo, permanent tattoo. Then she said OK, she will pay for me. X) HAha! but in the end, of course i did not tattoo because of some reasons. But at least my mum AGREE and SUPPORT me to tattoo, Soooooo.... Haha, i wont give up to have thought of tattoo. XP

After that, we went to some boutiques. No mood to shop. We went to Rest&Relax, i dont really like this shop because of the design of clothes. Quite mature, not suitable for me. But i found that some formal clothes look nice, so Dajie bought a formal dress to fulfil her job's needed.

#PS: I dont really like the aunty in Rest&Relax who served us, because she stopped me to take photo inside her shop. But i did not take photos with her brand clothes okay? = . =



After that, we went to Isetan. Bought some girl's things. XD Haha. *Vanity*

RM19.90 for having bling bling nails. (this photo grabbed from Dajie's blog)

Then Rm217 For three mascaras In Tsuya Tsuya (its stall located in Isetan).
Super exaggerate Mascaras. When u use it on your eyelashes, ur eyeslashes will extend like u are wearing a pair of falsies. Damn CooL. But of course there are several steps when using the mascaras. : ) Anyway, these are not only for me although my mum said its a gift for me. But i think these are for four of us, me, sisters and mummy. Share Share mah.


At night, fetch Dajie for having Starbucks' coffee. I seldom go for drinks in Starbucks because i dont think its valueable to spend 10bucks something to have a drink at there, except i am really to stay at there for a long period, like laptop-ing.

Dont know why i dont really like Starbucks. Maybe someone has destroy its impression or what. XP


Haha, of course. I did not went to school today AGAIN. : ) But i do really like schooling.

Im not good in memory but i can still remember what was happened on that day. The whole journey of us.

In the last saturday, i went out for the whole day. Quite contented for me because i was back to home about 4 a.m something. Although i had the experience that back to home lately, but it was just went out with sisters only, but not friends. ; ) And i was quite shocked that my mum did not nag about it, So happy. Kaka* i am a grown lady! XD

After Maths tuition, its about 11am and i was still not having my breakfast yet. So the boy and i decided to drive around the kuchai lama. Finally, we found a place named KAHVE if im not mistaken, actually i had been there before. There is not much of alternatives food can be choose, its all western foods and i don't think its quite tasty although the price is affortable. The reason that attracted me to came Kahve is the environment of this cafe, quite vintage that i usually like. :) Its not wide but comfortable. I think this will be the last time to get there because the less selection of foods.


After that, we drove to Yuan Feng's house because the boy wanted to discuss with him about that day's plan. They planned to go to find Kai Yuen who lives in Shah Alam. They needed gathering. Unfortunately, he went tuition. So, we been waited for him about few hours.

After fetching him, we drove to Puchong to fetch Wai Kit. Then, all of them went to the boy's house to dress up, except me. Of course i went back to my home to dress up too. The boy insisted that i have to wear any skirt or blouse, and make ups. Luckily, my sister's friends came to our house, she drew a little bit smoky eyeliner and bling brown eyeshadows on my both eyes. It does not look obvious but at least it maximized my eyes. X)

Then, we drove to Shah Alam to fetch Mr.Loh Kai Yuen. Its quite adventurous and challenging to drive on Highways for a P Lisence. The point is we were not familiar with the roads to Shah Alam, we arrived his house through phoning with him and seeked for the routes. Haha, i thought we drove to wrong way because the street nameplates do not write the word of Shah Alam but only KLIA, JOHOR BAHRU, etc.

Anyway, we been his house successfully and that time was 9 pm something. Then we rushed to the nearest centre, Sunway Pyramind since we cant get to Midvalley. Before watching movie, we went to ZanMai Sushi to have our dinner becuase all of us were starving and sitting in the car for several hours but did not stop at anywhere. It was quite joyful to have our dinner althought me and the boy had a little arguemnt. : P Of course all of us did not spend any money on that dinner because we brought less cash before going out. XD So, our ATM Mr. Loh Kai Yuen automatically paid for us. I mean he was not automatically pay for us, but its like his responsible to pay for us. XD


After having our dinner, we decided to watch Harry Potter due to no choices. This movie spent our 3hours i think, and we ended up this movie at 1 am something. We went back to the car park, then Yuan Feng, Kai Yuen and Wai Kit drove the car in the car park for few rounds as their practising before they get their P lisences. It was super scary to sit beside them because all of them did not have any experiences for driving. But they did look silly because they were so nervous before starting to drive, they even did not know which one is the brek and accelerator. *Thrilling* = O

Then, they went to my house to watch TV. In the journeyy of getting home, we got road block, just same as my prediction. X) Maybe we still look young and energetic in the car, so the mata-mata did not stop us. But it was still scary because all of us quite seldom to have this kind of experiences without our relatives. X)

About 2am something, they decided to go Wai Kit's house. They decided to drive my house's car, but eventually they went back to my house again and picked me up to for supper. It was 3am something.

We went to Steven's Corner to have our supper. I can smell some of the people that were sitting there smelled tipsy, i know they were been to club. *Envious*

After our supper, they decided to stay at my home. This is my first time to bring a lot of boys to stay at my house, luckily the house was only left my mum, brother and me. Other members were not at home that day. Haha, but they slept at my living room, and I, slept in my own room. XP



Its just a little family's story, : ) Sweet-Unique-Nonsence-Little Family.

在绑发髻的前一个晚上，也特地在半夜的时候练习绑发髻。毕竟有好几年没绑发髻了。：P
TALA~ My masterpiece. *LaLaLa*




少许的凌乱，不过满足就好。 :) Bye.

在雙響砲漫畫裡頭也可看見亲家在教自己女兒妻子教育, 在抓住一個男人的心的時候, 同時也要抓住他的胃. ; ) 哈, 還蠻贊成這句話的. 可見當人家的女朋友不只要入得廚房, 也要出得廳堂, 聽起來怪怪的, XD 我只是照著廣東話翻譯而已.

女生不只在公共場合必須看起來大方得體, 讓老公有面子. 在家裡的時候即又要賢慧, 甚麼家務都必須親自行動, 老公在家喬著二朗腿看報紙. 這應該是老一輩的夫妻生活, 男尊女卑.

不過, 在這種科技狂衝的時代, 這種現象似乎少見得可以. 人們大喊男女平等, 男人家事也得榦, 女人也拋頭顱面會面顧客賺錢. 時代變了, 或許生活很乏悶很單調, 情趣卻是依然可照常進行. 說真的, 我不否認女朋友偶爾可以幹些小動作來擦愛火花, 畢竟讓身邊的快樂也同時能讓自己快樂, 不是嗎? 不需要強求讓自己做一些自己不願做的事, 跟著自己的興趣, 製造出一些小浪漫, 讓男朋友開心, 同時也讓自己在繁忙的時間裡讓精神緩舒也好, 何樂而不為呢? : )

在我们冷战的第二天, 我刚好与姐姐到华联的药材店买家居用品. 所呢, 也就买了两包薏米粒. 价格超便宜, 一包也只价格 rm1.50 only. 可是很不巧的是，这包薏米品种不是我要买的薏米品种。 这两包竟然是生熟薏米， 这时后来我朋友告诉我的我才焕然大悟。


接下来就是一包冬瓜糖， 没想到这包冬瓜糖竟然贵过薏米粒。


洗过薏米粒后， 就开始熬薏米水啦。 哈， 这是我第一次熬凉水， 我爸爸还教我放pandan leaves进去。


接着， 慢慢熬。也不知道熬了多久， 应该是2至3个小时呱，不确定。囧



TALA~! 就變成這模樣了, 不是很好其實 XD XD


下次不会再选错薏米粒就是了。 ^^ 哈哈。

今天真的是很疲勞的一天, 本打算就不想去上課, 要不是看在陳佩思想上science sukan節的份上, 我想我早在家裡大呼大呼地睡覺了. 在前一晚, 下定決心要讀書了. 就在晚上, 收拾好全部東西後, 拿了幾本書上樓, 打算溫習功課. 很開心的, 我溫習了一顆科目, ^^, 也很不可惜的, 我還沒完成溫習功課就忍不住想睡覺了, 哈. 今天一定要比昨天更堅強了!

嗯,另外一個話題. 我很想說的就是我發現我早已模糊了上學的目的. 我上學不是為了聽課, 聽老師說教, 做學校功課. 而是每天煩惱著要帶甚麼便當, 而且, 更好笑的是, 我的便當永遠比書包里的書本還要重.

今天還特地在身上擦了Estee Lauder的 香水, 打算和陳佩思的Hugo一比高下. 哈, 說到這個就好笑. 我知道很多人受不了我身上的香水,XD 不過沒關係, 謝謝你欣不欣賞, 反正我天生和你不一樣 (by 刘力楊 - 我就是這樣). = P 反正上課無聊沒事做, 就是要有些小火花, 人生才會精采萬分嘛.

哈哈, 這也證明了我有多不重視在學校上課的時光. 總愛在上課中搞一些小花樣, 不然我真的會被悶死去. 說真的, 不是我不要做好學生, 是我沒辦法做. 之前的我還會乖乖地完成所有功課, 滿足下老師也好, 總以為做多好過做少. 過後, 才發現, 盲目地做老師給的無謂功課根本就是浪費光陰, = . = 不是說我胡扯, 學校老師總愛給我們打發時間的功課. 就例如她都無心教課, 想打發時間, 就讓我們做一大堆功課, 而且還要抄題目在簿子上的那種, 重點是還要限定我們在很短的時間內做完. 要不然就是讓我們抄一大堆的nota, 不加以解釋, 得空就發下飆, 罵罵我們. 再拿我們沒辦法的時候, 就把我們送去bilik disiplin. 看到我們被痛訓一頓, 老師總算得到心理上的平衡. 這就是他們的教學方式. 簡單不費力氣 , 輕輕鬆鬆等月尾拿工錢, 多好啊! 所以呢, 聰明即有資格的老師們會辭去當學校老師的工作, 改當補習老師. 學校老師總愛說我們上課不專心, 愛說話, 但他不動我們在補習的時候是有多麼地專心, 多主動地問問題. 為甚麼工作性質都一樣, 都是教育的斗士但卻得到的回報卻是天淵之別? 問題不是完全出現在學生的身上, 而是老師的教學態度. 若是想要改學生的上課態度, 不如先自己回家好好反省了自己為甚麼會如此的失敗而有些老師卻不會時常遇到這些問題, 再來投訴學生的態度. 雖說不完全是老師們的錯, 只不過現在只是站在一名學生的角度去思考而已, 不是完全中立的.

無論如何, 上學真的對我來說是件很辛苦的事情. 沒有重要的科目例如Akaun only, 我想我都不想上學. 就算上學, 就好像跟朋友相聚, 哈啦一整天, 混過去, 很痛苦, 完全詆毀了上課的宗旨, 加漸而漸之, 上課的最主要宗旨也消失了. 誰也不會再去想在課堂上得到甚麼知識. 只要學生交功課, 老師好辦事, 易交代. 大家互不相欠,井水不犯河水,整個中學生涯平安無事.

以前的孩子都是校內乖孩子, 校外壞孩子. 時代變化了, 反而是校內壞孩子, 校外乖孩子. 學校就好像一座表演舞台, 要幹嘛隨你, 只要你不怕惹來閒言閒語那就是了.

小日誌 :

好了, 若是我在Trial Exam拿到很差的成績出來, 我真的是該死, 而且是不會有人同情我的那種. 完蛋了, 最近的靈魂真的是被電視機鉤去了. = = 回到家, 沖好涼沒吃晚飯, 就整個懶洋洋地躺在沙發上目不轉睛地望著電視機, 不管是新聞政治娛樂香港台灣MTV都合我口味. 只要是能讓我精神沒那麼緊繃, 我都OK. 看政治更是死, 無奈的對政治真的很有興趣, 國際新聞更是歪說了. 只要不小心讓我轉到了鳳凰衛視或TVBS, 剛巧讓我看到了正巧對此內容感興趣的新聞或最新話題, 一看下去就是好幾個小時, 眼睛不會酸耳朵不會累, 再讓我多看幾個小時真的不嫌多, 只怕我還嫌少.
(本人一直都覺得自己對國際只是真的極少, 多不嫌多, 有得看則看 :) )

好了, 無可否認看節目的過程真的很過癮, 聽別人辨談政治. 看別人拿出實據出來來反駁某某的演說,刺激現實不虛假, 這就是世界在上演的電影. 不需要導演, 不需要他人來變辭稿 , 現場直播隨你演技發揮, 隨你怎麼放炮.

看完了政治, 在看看女人我最大. 看小曼老師怎麼打理頭髮, 聽她鼓勵年輕女孩子勇敢追求自己嚮往的發型, 而不是永遠依照男生喜愛的發型. 男生永遠就是活在他們擬定美女定義的範圍里, 要求女孩子一成不變. 其實, 比起女生的發型, 更應該改良的不是頭髮, 而是他們的古板想法. 突然想跟陳佩思混為一夥, 愛上小曼老師. 接下來, 再看Kevin老師的神奇彩裝. 他的手藝不能否定, 看台灣的年輕美眉們如何打扮就知道Kevin老師的影響力有多大就對了. 偶爾, 還會聽到 Kevin老師說年輕女孩們時常愛犯的小錯誤, 花錯裝亂搭配穿錯衣都會一直讓我聯想到某某某某. 而本人呢, 其實也不怎麼樣, 卻愛取笑別人 XD (永遠都看不到自己嘛.)

再晚些, 就是看MV的最佳時刻. 偶爾還可聽到新音樂, 記錄在手機裡頭, 好讓我以後網上Download, 表達我對他的音樂有多熱誠 XP 然後, 再看看洋妞在MV里跳舞的模樣, 學學也罷. 看他們扭, 風騷, 趾高氣揚也過癮. 反正天生就是愛看舞蹈, 愛跳舞, 只要是舞蹈, 哪怕你長得跟白雲一樣肥, 有自信也一樣受人矚目, 但至於身材還是舞技受人注目那就另當別論. ; P

看完了, 才發現時候不早了, 又是時候睡覺了. 我的這麼一天又過去了, 至於有沒有讀到書, 好像不在我生活範圍裡面.

昨天Dear's Family興致勃勃要到Midvalley看電影, 黃氏夫婦和另外一家人選擇看Transfomer, 而我跟Dear就選擇看Ice Age, 畢竟我們早已看了Transfomer. 那時候已經是晚上8點多了, 到達了Midvalley也差不多是晚上9點正, 戲差不多正要開場了, 所以也沒甚麼要說的. = = 媽的, 發現自己說了很多廢話.

才發現我們其實好像很少很少兩人約會了, 所以總覺得那一天的感覺還蠻好的. : ) 只不過, 我們又又吵架了. 就連電影情節好像也有得爭辯, 只怪他嫁到了一位很自主的女朋友, 可憐*

電影院散場, 我們只好到附近的Little Taiwan借坐, 我知道其實Dear不想再繼續陪我逛, 所以也只好做著聊天.

　原本我們想說反正很少面對面Deep talk, 就不如藉此機會來Deep talk. 來看看以下照片看似Peaceeeeeeee 得很對不對, 但到最後我自己也沒想過我們會竟是吵架收場.

雖然每天口說著華語, 耳聞的是華語, 但華文寫的看的卻是鮮少得很. 無時無刻, 不管發生了甚麼事情雖想著第一時間上限寫部落格, 可是始終地寫不出任何內容, 絞盡腦汁用力表達感情也寫不出甚麼屁. 唯獨只怪自己看報紙看的少, 看綜藝節目也不看看最新新聞, 就連馬來西亞有火災, 不幸燒死了反對黨黨員的趙明福也從朋友口中聽說著. 還虧想讀 industrial relation, 連抬頭挺胸在桌前跟別人大談最新消息的資格都沒有, 看來我真的有必要好好反省.

說真的, 最近的生活真的是一塌糊塗. 我並沒有要詆毀他人過著逍遙自在的生活, 天天嘆茶逛街電影的生活, 無優無滤, 快活得很. 我只不過不習慣過著這樣的生活, 我還沒那本錢去享有那套生活, 就算有, 我也不習慣.

有了這張, 年輕人就彷彿有了嚮往自有通道的通行證. 我不是在瞎說, 這是事實. 在我有這張卡以前, 差不多踏入自由通道了. 只要身邊朋友有了這張卡, 上哪兒找他就對了.

無可否認迄今的自己算是失去了自己, 我知道我自己在干甚麼, 卻時常做一些我不該做的事. 幹了, 後悔, 想補救, 卻因為懶惰. 總覺得自己早已失去曾經當初的衝勁和毅力, SPM的距離已經不長了, 我還在為自己猶豫著. 別人在憤圖, 我在旁欣賞, 那種感覺很難過.

怎麼辦, 還詞窮啊我, 我已忘了要如何用文字表達自己了!!

说实在的，我还是觉得不应该把这种情情爱爱摆上台来演说，可以感受到别人抱着看笑话的心态来听你说，等待着戏剧的高潮来临，希望你所写的是与男朋友之前的纠纷。接着，在第二天早晨，你的部落格就是别人的餐后TOP 1话题。所以，有时候还是坚持己见，好像都不会把自己在感情方面最深最深的感受或感想写在部落格，比你早熟的人，第一个给你反应是 “ 唉，怎么这些年轻人又在为赋心词强说愁？”

刚从OUG夜市回来，从夜市走路回到DearDear的家，脚特别的酸，可能是太久没运动了还是什么，小腿肌肉紧绷，此外，还整身粘粘汗滴积满脸，好不舒服。DearDear说要背我回家，我拒绝了。我不是故意要拒绝他的好意，毕竟我真的觉得其实情侣之间好像就真的该有这些小浪漫。不需要烛光晚餐，也不需要100朵红玫瑰来讨好女朋友的欢心。心是来来打动的，而不是来用金钱来满足心灵上的快乐幸福。

走着走着，我发现我很喜欢挽着他的手臂，这样感觉都好像比较有安全感。不知道是不是因为时间长了，时间久了，所以爱得特别深。也不知道是不是自己老了，大了，发现自己不能再失去些什么。失去了，生命上就好比失去了支柱，支柱没了，当然是可以修补回去的，但谁又晓得再修补当中又得用多少时间来修补心灵上的创伤?

越是特别地照顾保护，越是伤痕累累，越是特别地小心翼翼，越是让自己更疲累。

谁说恋爱里只牵涉两人的关系? 那只是单纯无知不懂事小妹妹才会说的话。爱情里还包括了许多无畏多管闲事的他妈的家伙。想避免? 免了。

牵着他的手，心想着我们的路还有多长，多久? 是不是再艰难再辛苦的路程你都愿意陪我一起走下去？是不是再多美女在多比我条件好的女孩子，你是不是眼里只看着我，想着我，爱着我? 有很多很多的问题想要问你，但心中却矛盾得很，就算是你答得有多完美，我还是不满。不满男生永远只是在口头上的答应，实际上却一点行动都没有。

可是，我并没有这样对你说。

路好像真的好远好长，下一次的我们也会不会也像今天的我们手牵着手，满嘴油腻却不说甜言蜜语，但彼此的心却已相连着。

天空上的飞机，好像见证了我们的爱情。

AhA! I got my driving license eventually! But the most embarrassed thing is I used two times for taking the Section A test. So stupidd. And of course i spent 1k something to get my license, you know, basically, u never bribe, u dont anticipate to get your lisence. For the first time, I passed the on the road test of course, Bribe marr, 100% pass. Unfortunately, i failed my side parking test because of the stupid Kancil Bumper touched the yellow lines. Aww, i was too careless and I did not realised that I did not park my kancil properly before reverse in. Maybe i was too hyper-excited after i passed the slope test. XP When the pegawai saw the kancil bumper touched the yellow line, he straight away asked me to go out of the car and asked me to see what i 've did wrong, i felt so innocent on that time. /_\ Then he asked me to go to the pondok where the another pegawai stayed at, and sign for my form. Then i knew that i failed. My dear who having driving test with me on the same day extended his head out of the window looked at me, i know he was very shocked when he saw i failed my side parking because i told him that i super confident with my side parking. XD

Along the way back to the canteen of the pejabat JPJ, i felt like crying. You know how many people are waiting for my driving lisence? They expect me to fetch them anyway, but i felt so embarresed to tell them that i failed the test. ; ( And of course im so apology to my parents, they spent hundred bucks for letting me to learn driving for 14 hours, 14 hours!!!! not 10 hours! So u can imagine how poor is my driving skills. I thought they will scold me after i reached home, our of my expectation, they did not do so. ; ) They only teased my driving skills.

The most pity guy is the Mr.Ng. He spent much time for comforting me instead of having exciment of his passed driving test. XD Haha, i treated him so bad on that day. Im so angry with him because he passed his driving test but I AM NOT! And i dont think that letting a person who passed his/her driving test to comfort feels good. He used his patience to stay beside me to relieve my stressness and angryness. Haha, but of course i did not forgive him and i dont think i have to.XP For the second time of driving test, he skipped Hari Pameran too. I didnt realised that my second time driving test falls on Hari Pameran, Okokayy../_\
Sincerely Apologize to my Kelab Pencegahan Jenayah.

Anyway, feel thankful to my dear too. He skipped for Hari Pameran because of just wanna stay with me, accompany during all the time im having the driving test. I felt more stressful for the second exam that wasted my dad 150bucks, -.- jilaka JPJ. I dont think to waste my parents' money again, forced myself got to pass the test.

Exaggerately, i felt stomachache, vomitting , heacdache, cold, panic before i had my test. I used to be like that when im too nervous about something, especially exams. I tried to be relaxed by using crying in the toilet. Dont deny it, Crying is the best and suitable for girls to relieve stress and any emotions. :) Right? If im not mistaken, i cried 2 times. XD Sounds stupid but i passed it. ^__^ Haha.

After successfully drove the 3point turn, i felt like walking on air. : D Now, i cant wait for my P lisence, so i can drive to anywhere which i like. The most important thing is i dont need to irritate my sisters to fetch me to tuition! ^^ Feel like growing up, do i? * ^^ *

Oh ya, a bad news for myself, i had been choosed to go for NS! No need to write any sorry sentences in your blog, i dont need it. I know im always bad luck involve in this kind of without benifits stuff.

好了, 全世界的部落格都在說MJ MJ MJ and MJ. 為了不落後人, 身為一位blogger, 我好像也不逼不得已來說下最近最HIT的話題, Micheal Jackson.

嗯, 這位偉大的傳奇人物去世了, 雖然我不是他的瘋狂迷者, 但本身也有點不太能接受事實. 基本上他在娛樂圈里, 甚至是全球有多紅,有多出名,他的舞技他的歌聲獨特, 眾所皆知. Michael Jackson也是大家的模仿對象, 就連香港的舞王郭富城都得向他的舞技致敬, 令人欽佩不已.

其實死亡對我來說就好像是個虛幻的東西, 我不會去相信以個人類死亡了還是甚麼的. 這聽起來有點像是在欺騙自己, 但對我來說, 我並沒在欺騙自己. 我只是覺得死亡者只是暫時離開地球, 離開人類. 或許他已經對人間事務感到疲倦, 還是不能在承受身體健康上的任何煎熬, 所以他放棄了呼吸的權利, 自私地對他的親朋好友告別, 獨自到另一世界小憩一番.

Michael Jackson是位巨星, 狗仔對他的任何一絲的舉動都毫無放過. 想也知道, 他所承受的壓力不是一般人所承受的. 就像是Michael Jackson在娈童官司里, 全世界的人類對此十分關心, 也有些人對此也抱著看八卦的心態, 各種心態多得是. 我從不對他的新聞感到任何興趣, 所以也從來不瞭前後到底發生了甚麼事. 可是, 從enne enne人的部落格看到, 當年控告michael jackson的人也承認了當年只是為了賺錢, 所以無賴michael jackson.

藝人的名譽是何等地重要, 無端端被撤上娈童官司里, 心理上, 精神上, 名譽上, 再現實點, 金錢上更是損失了好幾倍. 壓力不是一般地小, 媒體更是拿他小時候被父親虐待大肆宣傳, 借用他的醜聞來當別人的飯後話題, 我想他如今能撐至50歲晚年, 已經是個很堅強的人類了.

或許有些人真的非常無法接受michael Jackson的死訊, 但我, 永遠抱著同情心態對待旁人的死亡, 十分無能為力. 只是覺得, 或許他累了, 媒體就不要再找他麻煩了, 他是應該好好休息了.