Goshhhhhhh, glad that I've changed my blog's template and header and its description without obstacles. : D Wooo, exclusively thanks to Pyee cause she reminded me that my previous blog template was Quiteee LaLa for me, out of my properties. : "( Kayy..Anyway, thanks to her from calling me attention of this.
Pinkish blogskin ll always flame my desire and passion of blogging,isn't? :3
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: 3 Part 1 :
云顶之旅 ♥
WaiKit就在我们某个打麻将的时候问了我们要不要跟她的父母上云顶，二话不说，在隔天早上自行驾车上云顶了。重点是我以为我们的车会跟着WaiKit的父母的车上，结果到最后我们只大约询问了上云顶的路线和看着路牌行驶，才发现，上云顶一点都不难嘛！xD As a passenger，只会说风凉话而已！xD
当天忘了带相机，所以只好用WaiKit's phone : " ( Tears dropped.
♥ Acting young was my duty. ; 3
♥ I didn't expect WaiKit ll automatically
help us to take photo cause
they sat at another cable!
♥Kay, credicts to him!
Nice photo, really.
♥ Before the sundown,
nice shoot again Mr.Liew.
♥ It was quite boring cause we didn't take part in outdoor theme part.
And I was so stupid,
I didn't switch on the flash when I asked dear to help me to take photo.
= =
♥ Take2, I don't like tie up my hair,in fact.
♥ Stop asking to lighten this photo,
though I love this photo much!
So, im gonna write a poem to dedicate to this photo!
: D Muahaha!
苍老以前就像是黎的一片辉煌，
精神头儿以后就像是暮光后的一片寂寥；
当我七老八十的时候，
你能不能管它日落还是日出，
让曾经青春的我，锁着曾经拥有青春的你的目光？ ♥
“ 你这样的态度要XXX，你发梦啦！”
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除了哭，
我不知道要给自己什么反应
RM29.90，Times Square
我现在才知道，Times Square的衣服比Sungei Wang的衣服来得便宜！
以后都不再去Sungei Wang买衣服了。：X 这是我最近最爱的裙子！水手裙：D
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就算一个胸怀大志，志比天高的人类也总会有迷茫的时候，也有对己面对所有一切都产生质疑的发生，陷入苦战。从怀着心事直到价值观泛滥，再提升至个人价值崩溃的危机，最后泥足深陷，管你三七二十一，反正自己也只是平凡人如你我，大家都在找理由说服自己，并把自己过错行为合理化。
不是吗？
迷茫总带给人疑惑，不解。试问，有谁真正去了解自己在任何方面上的迷茫？虽早已看见前途茫茫，但却总费不了尽心，心思去勇敢面对蒙胧的一片前景？在这时候，我们总得说服自己花点时间留给自己去揣摩，捉摸，琢磨及深深地思索自己的弱点以击败现实中带给你的不安，也就是迷茫带给你的不安。
说到这，说服自己又是另外一门学问了。：)
人，到底能在什么时候才能揭开人生中的问题并且领悟答案？
Hmmm，多愁善感一直以来都是我的缺点。这一些些，并不是故意要写给人类们让他们醍醐大悟，而是正是我现今的生活。我讨厌工作，讨厌那种只为了钱而赚钱的工作，多没意义啊！理想总不能与现实肩并肩，现实逼我去赚钱来花钱，理想让我得到我某个心灵处的快乐，有点难形容理想能带给我什么；或许理想带给我是我要的；但现实却提醒了你，你该做你必须做的，所以现实让你拿了你该拿的，而事实上你该拥有的是你该拿的，而不是你要的，明白我在说什么吗?
哪个人喜欢被工作约束？或许现在你的工作正是你喜欢的，或许你在这一秒很享受工作的时光；可是工作到最后依然还是工作，拐带了你的自由。
在某个N年前，我也或许会像我朋友对我的朋友说这样的一句话：
“ 我喜欢自由的工作”
或
“ 我想要读一些比较自由的科系”
这世界根本就骗人，“自由”这两个字根本就为“约束”而活，这....你又能明白些什么吗?
最近，我实在是有点狂澜生活。或许不是狂澜生活，而是时间。
我不喜欢做一些没有意义的事情，所以也构成了我的理所当然。我理所当然地不喜欢跟那些总爱装一口文学气息，然后跟我攀谈哲学的话题。哈，我在影射某人，希望有人对号入座。
：D 这全都是因为当道理之所以道理的时候，你就无畏在去逆行道理了。我不喜欢别人提醒我这世上有或提点我道理的含义，就算一年级的学生也听过，知道很多很多的道理。对我来说，种种的不同阶级道理就是让你在不同人生的阶级来领悟，或许需要别人的提拔，但不是重复又重复告诉我这全世界所有人知道的道理。OKOK，我现在又只是比较SICK OF 一些一些事情。
（若想反驳我任何一些现在对你来说很幼稚的想法，欢迎给予意见，
好了，昨天Sunway Pyramid with Him, WaiKit, Ah鸡，Amy，BuiBui and Jane。嗯，现在有点赞同Jane的说法了，真的好久没一大班出来看戏了：）《The Wolfman》，嗯，这套戏还蛮值得去观看的，而且还蛮多吓人的画面和音响，所以我一直在戏院里鬼叫！= = 重点是我还蛮喜欢男主角，虽然不帅，可是不知道为什么就很喜欢他那一股很特别的气息。女主角我也觉得很漂亮，古典美女 : D 哎呀，不想评语多多，去看啦！去看啦！
新年喜气洋洋，怎么可能少了拜年和赌博呢？Muahaha！
阿鸡的家
我家
认真地玩麻将的模样，
以前上课都没那么认真！xD
好了，到此结束：D
Oh ya，I watched 大兵小将too with mom and him.
♥
Valentine's day, what I've done to him? My manual is not delictate at all. However, before Valentine's day, I wished to do something about our memories to him. So here's I did to him :
A photo album that half-fulled with our photos and word, most of the contents were about my feelings before/when/after I get into him or some stories bout us.
Kay, why is this photo album half-fulled with our photos? Cause I didn't finish it due to....... arguement again.
Should be upset I know, but I couldn't have, want, control the situation between us.
Of course, I don't want to expose our things at here. : ( I just wanna note down something that happened in my life, it might be one of the history of my life, a meaningful history.
There is an unfaithful between us, I couldn't get rid of it.
That's why im always in bad mood, you don't understand me till in the end.
Do you know why I like the song, Possibility by Lykke Li, that was one of the soundtrack of NewMoon?
It is because I feel like Im having the same feeling with BellaSwan, I've lost a part of myself, just like her. Without you, no one's guiding my life, though loads of people told me Love isn't entire. However, I know I should recognize the truth, a relationship without trust cannot make progress.
Love lost is always a sad thing in everyone's life, and I've used to grieve over our love's death.
Im always stupid, I don't even know what should I do now.
Relationship is always complicated. Sigh.
Hmm, yea, this outing was linked to the day I did my pierce : D, this siao zha boh accompanied me to act as a shopaholic and do my piercing. So here's some photos, and I was astonished that she brought her C-A-M-E-R-A out!!! Totally freaked me out : XX but she never took a photos...- - I wondered that why she brought her camera out... : ) anyway, nice outing with her!
Having our lunch at ShiLin Cafe.
Credicted to her! I seem like skinny in this photo!
Wohoo! Thanks my dear!
Okay, if u remember,
this code was worn by my sis before. : )
See,
I captured u like u are really skinny.
xD
I think im sort of disgust in this photo.
But nevermind, I like it anyway. ;D
And here!
Im fatter than HER!
WTFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!
SEOK MAE JANE, U PREPARE,
cause IM KEEPING FIT WITH MY YOGURTS!
muahahahahhah!
Kay, next station was Secrect Recipe, fucking hate this restaurant. LOW FOOD'S QUALITY, BAD SERVICE, I wouldn't step into this restaurant if non of my frens want to have their meal at there.
His Drink.
Oh ya, he came to meet us when we decided to go back home.
I think imma good photographer.
Save ur photo loo jane jane.; D
Haha.
Jane Jane taught me to put bunch of hairs to cover my chubby cheeks,
that's her technique. xD effectively right?
We liked stranger.
Photo of the day ♥
Love this photo, don't know why
No more. : ) Next post...
For those people who know me, they knew the first thing I will do after I got my salary is to GET INK on my waist. However, I pondered about tattoo on my body these few days, in the end, I decided not to tattoo anymore.
When I tell my mom about my wish of belly piercing, she seems like doesn't want me to do that cause she said she rather I tattoo nor belly piercing. But I told her I don't want a tattoo on my body when I am wearing wedding dress in my wedding ceremony, though a belly piercing will remain a ugly hole for me when im pregnant.But, I just couldn't stop myself from carrying out rebellion in my 18th life.
So.....this was yesterday what I've done to myself.
The first time and the last time piercing in my life. : )
Kay, it's a hardship to show u guys my tummy- -
so pls don't comment bout my tummy.xD
See, i was still smiling before the piercing started,
acting chilled,actually I was super duper timid.
Hmm,I thought this shop was a professional for piercing cause
this shop is selling and specialized for piercing.
However, I did my piercing at their storeroom.
=.= And this piercing costed me RM100!
Hmm, I called this woman JieJie when I was fainted,
but I heard that she told me she was same age as me in my consciousness.
Doing mark on my navel
Another woman came in,
actually they looked ferocious.
Still doing mark, the pain started : D
See my overstated expression, then you will know how pain was it.
Trying to calm myself.
" JieJie, I don't mind you put more narcotic on my navel . "
Hmm, my fear came.
Pain 1.
Pain 2. I don't even remember what the heck is that,
maybe a needle or what.
Pain3.Goshh..
my head started spinning,
my vision started dizzy.
" JieJie, I felt dizzy. "
I started repent of my rebellious attitude.
Pain4.
JieJie and Jane set me on a chair.
I don't remeber what was the feeling I felt during that time,
I lost my conciousness.
Pain5.
I agreed Jane's thought of me was like having sex with someone in this photo.
It was really pain OK?
After this capturing this photo, I swooned on the floor,
and Jane didn't capture any photos anymore, cause she was shocked of my swoon too.
After few minutes.....
I woke up, but still very dizzy,
my vision started distinct.
Sweating...Pale face...dizzy...
Trying to get back myself..
After few more minutes of rest, I walked out from the shop with Jane. For the first 2hours, I couldn't sit or stand and walk properly. And I even don't dare to look at my belly piercing too. xD
But now :
S.A.T.I.S.F.I.E.D
Last photo
No more regret, muahahahaha!
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在我昏迷中的梦境里，
我好像看见了你，
看见了他/她，
看见了我们，
看见了些画面。
我想我忘了全部，
我醒回来了。
我不知道要如何去描述我和他的故事，
在事发以前，所有情节就像是童话故事般那样纯洁，那样天真；
在知道事实的那一瞬间，
所有誓言都变成了背叛，所有的曾经都变成了永不再见。
我和他，
就像是朵朵完美无瑕疵的谎言云朵把我盲目地跟随他到达天堂，
当我蓦然往下一瞥，
才愕然发现脚下千万朵云都变成了一团一团的黑云朵，
且，
还慢慢地滴起毛毛细雨，
才明瞭，
谎言夺走了我梦中虚幻的幸福，
谎言扭曲了回忆脸孔，
谎言使我们变得不堪，
谎言使从前的我们变成了一种谎言，
所以，
你明白我的感受吗？
你的一种谎言，
足成变成我和你都有两种故事；
一种是梦幻却不实际的故事，
一种是把事实捏造成美丽的故事；
两种故事，
也足成变成两种不同的我们。
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我爱你，
不代表我可以，
我有办法，
说服我自己原谅你的过错。
若我原谅了你，
安抚了你的愧歉；
那谁来平抚我的愚蠢，
那一个再相信你的愚蠢？
我真的很迷恋这款的隐性眼镜
今天终于从家乡回到吉隆坡，;D，Yeahh! 终于可以见到Abubuuu，一日不见如三秋兮！
我们没见面4天了，所以也相等于我们没见面15个秋天了；( 多感伤啊！
首先到了OldTown Cafe小约会一番，再打算去WaiJian家赌博，结果到最后还是被人放鸽子了。
接着，我们也赌气了，因为一些事情。：(
然后他就送我回家，我的气更火，人家还特别精心打扮，结果出不到2个小时就要把人家送回家，那我不如随便穿岂好？当我要下车的时候，他还阻止我，还提议在车上聊天。然后，我就往窗外看，因为我真的不想跟他谈天- - 那时候真的一肚子气！
接着，他又说她的钱包掉了，我更生气！因为在我很生气他的时候，还要我翻我的包包寻觅他的钱包的踪影，真的是雪上加霜- - （乱用成语啊！）
“ Nah，这个给你”
（低头看）
“ 啊....”
（眼眶湿了）
然后我手上接到的就是这个粉红色礼物！
Awwwwwwwww.
然后一个接一个来看，最后看到一个小盒子，
我就问他里面是什么，他就盖着我的眼睛，
然后打开一看，是Hello Kitty手表！
Okok，这次真的哭了！：“）（喜泣！）
说真的，我想要一个Hello Kitty手表很久了，
重点是我好像没有要求过他买Hello Kitty手表给我，
就算手表不是名牌也好，也不是价值高昂也好，
至少我的手表是他送的，是Hello Kitty的，而且还Bling Bling。
Hello Kitty保温瓶，Hello Kitty相框，Hello Kitty手表，还有一个棒棒糖项链（虽然我不会刻意去喜欢棒棒糖，不过还是可以接受），还有一张小卡片！:D
Kayy，真的很感动，
坦白说，
我真的不是个很好服侍的女朋友，
在情人节之前，我总是嫌他没有心思，没有诚意，
每次买的礼物都没有意义，
重点是在OldTown Cafe的时候还要骗我说他买了一个水晶手链，
价值不菲；
害我小失望了一下；（
幸好那些全部都不是真的！！！！！！！
YEAHH!
♥♥♥♥
好了，遇见幸福的邂逅：
若我是古代里的杨贵妃，那你就是那个最宠我且愿让我拥有整个唐朝的唐玄宗；
若我是茫茫人海中的朱丽叶，那你就是让我在人潮中遇见爱情的罗密欧；
若我是薄命的祝英台，那你就是让我享福的梁山伯。
爱情不是全部，
全部也不能属于爱情；
可是，
你总让我感觉全部之所以爱情，
爱情至以至全部。
就算那天在街道看见你，
你对我视而不见，
我依然不会感到遗憾；
因为至少，
你曾经陪我走过我人生的一段路程，
也因为至少，
我们曾经相爱过；
也因为至少，
我曾经闻过你的体香；
也因为至少某个情人节，
你曾经让我感动过。
