Valentine's day, what I've done to him? My manual is not delictate at all. However, before Valentine's day, I wished to do something about our memories to him. So here's I did to him :
A photo album that half-fulled with our photos and word, most of the contents were about my feelings before/when/after I get into him or some stories bout us.
Kay, why is this photo album half-fulled with our photos? Cause I didn't finish it due to....... arguement again.
Should be upset I know, but I couldn't have, want, control the situation between us.
Of course, I don't want to expose our things at here. : ( I just wanna note down something that happened in my life, it might be one of the history of my life, a meaningful history.
There is an unfaithful between us, I couldn't get rid of it.
That's why im always in bad mood, you don't understand me till in the end.
Do you know why I like the song, Possibility by Lykke Li, that was one of the soundtrack of NewMoon?
It is because I feel like Im having the same feeling with BellaSwan, I've lost a part of myself, just like her. Without you, no one's guiding my life, though loads of people told me Love isn't entire. However, I know I should recognize the truth, a relationship without trust cannot make progress.
Love lost is always a sad thing in everyone's life, and I've used to grieve over our love's death.
Im always stupid, I don't even know what should I do now.
Relationship is always complicated. Sigh.
