All this while I've learned that it's preferable not to blog about something when there was something happened on you or around you lately, do drag post, then other people might don't know what were you blogged bout, contradictions and hesitation may confuse their decision-making or judgment.

Sometimes, you teach me how a girl should be, being self-conscious or higher self-esteem and so on. Condemning me not to do this and that, and especially always eliminating from being debauched girl. Well, I do know what I ought to do before you tell me all these. I kept silent, because I know you did these were just for my sake.

You judged, showing your disdain on me before I telling the entire story. This is so pretty unfair.
 
You said a girl should not swallowing her pride when she's in love, yes I agree with your stand, but can you tell me are you the one who judge a girl by a text? A text which is so-not-relevant to you. Of course, you judged me in a kind of unfair way and I'm sorry, that's only your thought. That's not the truth dude.

I wanted to ask you that, so what kind of girl she is? I doubted and wondered how expensive is her pride when she calling you and the etc? Is she the same as me? Answer this question in your heart. And I can tell you if I'm those girl who you described bout then she's the one of them too. So can you tell me how's your feelings right now when I judged the one who you love/loved so much when I fucking don't know anything bout you and her? Mad right? Feel so pretty unfair? Yes and this was how I felt that time.

However, I was trying to tell you guys how candy-sweet was I texting with someone who I wish to be with, that time. You judged me at first, and I judged her without any intention but just wish you to know that, being assertive with your stands just because you think you've seasoned and have so much experiences is not the right way to judge one when you only knew a part of the fact. And, I'm so sensitive with that 'word' like how sensitive am I with the word 'fat' -.-

Why am I writing all these? Apparently, I do care bout what you've said to me. 

Just because both of us are the same person, so we do fight often compare to when I'm with another of him. Knowing true colours of each others and being so straight-forwarded are good for us, but, what happened to us lately? Always take it as your fault but will never tell me what I've done which you think I should not to do. And all I can do to you is apologize, there's nothing I can do to reconstruct our bonds besides a sorry.

lcs,I think I'm sorry (sometimes).