在思想苑流连一回，眼泪又不禁地两行潸潸流下。

该死的18岁，我们怎么同时失去生命中重要人物？对于她于世间失去，我既感到无能为力及自责。我不知道如何该去慰问一个失去生命中极亲昵的亲人；我极度爱莫能助，毕竟我在乎我的知己的感受。至于自责，我惭于我无法亲自出席她的奶奶的葬礼，虽我一度努力寻觅交通；然而一切却让我悲叹不已，我严重怀疑那菲薄的友谊价值。

想当年某位故友的父亲去世，陈佩思和她的母亲是多诚心毫无抱怨地送我们到那位故友的父亲的葬礼。如今，曾与她的婆婆要好的我们却是有多少位到丧礼给予我们该给的最后一份致敬？敷衍及毫无负责任的答案叫人心寒，对于自己微不足道的能力，我更是无比沉痛自责。

当年在她的家借宿了好几个月就为了拼搏那SPM，当时的每日三餐由婆婆包办。每天看着婆婆和公公之间的那一份永世的爱情，让我想起了当时我的爷爷也是一直守护在我奶奶在人生中呼吸着那短短的时刻。爷爷握着奶奶的手，陪伴她度过最艰难的人生时刻；那就是大家所谓的永远，那就是我们所谓的真爱。

陈佩思的部落格写道：

Currently obsessed with Falling out which performed by Keyshia Cole ♥

Been sitting thinking about you and I and wondering why were not getting along
so frustrated 'cause what we had was a happy home.
I don't know what the situation is but I can tell in the way we kiss
we don't talk no more it feels better when I'm alone

Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you
like you don't appreciate all that I do.
you gotta show me that you want me to stay
don't turn & walk away


baby I'm slowly falling out of love with you
I don't know what to do,
how did we end up here this way?
what are we gonna do?
I'm slowly falling out.. baby
we're tripping on silly things
boy I need you to meet me halfway,
if you want me to be with you..

I remember when, I'd be with my friends
you checked on me and made time to call
but how things have changed? now I don't hear from you at all.

Yeah yeah yeah

don't let your pride get in the way,
for something we worked so hard --
don't throw it away
I've been tryna make you see
everything you need is right here with me


Slowly falling
slowly falling

How did we end up here this way?
Oh

Slowly falling
slowly falling

How did we end up here this way?
oh

Spent whole morning and afternoon at Bukit Cahaya, Shah Alam with Emily Chooi, Shannon, Romano, Jason, KimJiang and etc etc. Had pretty much fun while cycling though we were lack of sleeping last night, (: A healthy activity can evaluate one's health, so I think am consider a healthy person but just dislike expose to sunlight, I might melt -________-

Exclusively thanks to Joey Ng who invited me to this car event, it wasn't a huge event but at least this is my first time to go a car event, sort of impressed me of those modified car and their delicate designs. Photos can imply more than my words I think, so here goes the photos. ♥